Monday, August 24, 2009

FeaR... vs ...FreedoM



Standing in the wind... letting it hit me on the face.. hair... body and soul...



I always believe that the wind can bring all my problem away...
it can blow away all the negativity with in me...



Cleansing my soul.. giving me a brand new start~*



As if i was born again... with all the blessing of the world =)
Being Free~*

Today...
an unwelcome feeling came to me...

...Fear...



while the wind was blowing through... i felt like dancing along with it...
letting my body flow among the wind...

yet something was stopping me...


...fear...

fear of an unknown factor...


"why should i be afraid?"
i ask my self again and again...

there's nathing wrong with dancing in the wind...
in fact its a wonderful thing to do...



It is an act of freedom...
freedom of the body and soul...

Its such a simple act... yet...
there was such a strong feeling of fear going against it..

why...

have life put to me so much obstacles that i have lost my believe in freedom...
have the society created too much restriction that one is fear to even express themselves...

the fear of being different
the fear of showing love
the fear of getting hurt
the fear of being wrong...

the more the fear the more freedom we give up..



Today with the wind blowing away all darkness within me...
i have found this fear...
and i have decided to take it out of me...
by believing!



believing that i can be different...
love is beautiful and...
getting hurt or being wrong sometimes is okay!



I want to dance with the wind~*
& i hope u would dance with me someday =)