FeaR... vs ...FreedoM

Standing in the wind... letting it hit me on the face.. hair... body and soul...

I always believe that the wind can bring all my problem away...
it can blow away all the negativity with in me...



Cleansing my soul.. giving me a brand new start~*



As if i was born again... with all the blessing of the world =)
Being Free~*

Today...
an unwelcome feeling came to me...

...Fear...



while the wind was blowing through... i felt like dancing along with it...
letting my body flow among the wind...

yet something was stopping me...

...fear...

fear of an unknown factor...

"why should i be afraid?"
i ask my self again and again...

there's nathing wrong with dancing in the wind...
in fact its a wonderful thing to do...



It is an act of freedom...
freedom of the body and soul...

Its such a simple act... yet...
there was such a strong feeling of fear going against it..

why...

have life put to me so much obstacles that i have lost my believe in freedom...
have the society created too much restriction that one is fear to even express themselves...

the fear of being different
the fear of showing love
the fear of getting hurt
the fear of being wrong...

the more the fear the more freedom we give up..



Today with the wind blowing away all darkness within me...
i have found this fear...
and i have decided to take it out of me...
by believing!



believing that i can be different...
love is beautiful and...
getting hurt or being wrong sometimes is okay!



I want to dance with the wind~*
& i hope u would dance with me someday =)

The day we breath AIR

I miss a good old fashio birthday celebration....

one with

hapPy people... candle lights... big smiles...

One that come from the heart=)

with everyone true wishes

I always love a celebration...

it's an event of achievement!

"We make it through!"

"another year down! More to go haha..."

It's a time where everyone gather for that LoVe one...
and when the candles are blown and darkness hits...

you feel a warmth in your heart instead of fear=)

Even when its only U and me and a single candle on a tiny cake~*

its as big as the world to me

Can i celebrate your birthday for you my friend?

Can i light the candles of your cake?

Do say YES~* =) Please?

New sOul~*

Mine... =)

and i only share it with U, u and U... =)

Let me tell you a story of my beLoVed 1,2,3,4,5,6


keep it a secret ya =)

It all begins when 1 met 2


through a game of badminton *o*



and love sparks~*



So 1 and 2 decided to tie the not... and there comes 3
1 +2=3~*



After 1 year... 1,2,3 added another soul~* 4

3 &4 are both girls so to balance off the scale... 1 & 2 created 5


and then... many many years later there came 6...


i guest something when wrong with the gens... muahahaha ^O^

1,2,3,4,5,6



and what tide us together? of cause no other then mama's cooking hehe ;)



and our wonderful *~HOME~*



Papa...

Mama...

I LoVe U~*

i love ice cream too... hahaha =p

but

that LoVe is no where near to what i have for U & U ~*

You are not alone...

Today if you felt that you have lost something... you are not alone...

MJ... your a legend...

Micheal Jackson... the greatest entertainer i have ever known... and i believe i'm not alone.. have past away at the age of 50...









This man have done things that no one would have imagine one to do. Some criticize him from doing so... but i admire him for his courage of living out every single one of him dreams... how many have did so?





I still remember listening to his songs when i was 5...
watching his MV when i was 9...
and watching his concert on our very first big screen TV at the age of 12...





I remember wondering how he did his dance move...



Look at his legs...





How amazing his MV is... and how superior he is compare to others on TV... then and now...





Let us remember the great things created and let the rest REST in peace...

Colour On ME Face?

Some say i need some colour on my face...

Cos my face is as blank as a piece of paper.... but.... I remember having some black spots and mole le....

Hmm... So do i really need to put some colour on my face??

I'm not very good at colouring.... the last time i draw something was ages ago...

If i try... I'll most probably end up looking like this...

You guys sure this is better?? hmm...

I thought natural beauty is the "beauty of them all"??

Look at him...... the girls(ape) are crazy over him!

And isn't she beautiful~*

This is true beauty... dont you think so =)

But... after all said... tonight i'm still going to buy myself a lipstick and some other colouring...

so the next time you saw me i maybe looking like.....

Makeup can actually do wanders!

My Ice Cream Dream~*

Ice cream anyone? =)

Say YES!


Ice cream can be enjoy in many many ways...

It come in all Sizes & Shapes...




You can even "cake" it


LovieLove... Muaks~*






You can have it tall or short...




with a bit of hot stuff on it ;)


And there are so many flavor to choose from...







umm... you can even have her...





Ice cream eating is a world wide thingy...




Malaysian Style?



Japanese style?



ummm... i'm not sure about this...


And when you eat your ice cream, you can eat it like her...




them...


Or like daddy! Gotcha!




But try not to eat like him....





I eat it like them! =)




Letting your ice cream melt is a sin! and it makes me sad ='(




So please... please eat your ice cream fast! Before it melts!




Go get your ice cream now! Muahahaha.... =p